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I know I am not that good, but I love to play the piano and sing. <3 

I remember when I pretended to be someone who I was not. I remember when I cared so much about what people would think of me if they really knew who I was. I wanted to fit in. I wanted that best friend who would like me for who I was no matter what came our way. I remember how much I desired relationships, approval from others, and so much more of this world. Now I long a relationship with Jesus Christ and everything has changed. I lost those best friends who I thought could be my future bridesmaids. Even though I have developed new friendships in Christ sometimes I wish I could have that one best friend forever no matter how much I change. I only have been in college for two semesters and I know it is going to take longer then that to build strong relationships. I am going to continue to pray and love on everyone around me and not just sit and wait for these relationships to get better. I am going to get up and do something about it. 

This is awesome

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I love this!

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reminder

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love this! 

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story of my life.

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I have these moments where I get so caught up in the world I forget what is truly important. I hate that I desire sin. Things cross my mind everyday that I wish didn’t. It is so hard for me to concentrate because I care to much about being with people, pleasing people, and being known. I wonder what would happen if I just took a step back and put God first everyday. It is so hard for me to do that. I thought it would be easy to wake up everyday and journal and read the bible. Its so hard for me and sometimes I will be doing so good and then other days I just wont have time. There should always be time! I am learning how to manage my time and it is a long process. I really do not know what I want to do with my life and it is the most stressful thing right now. I really want to do what God wants me to do and not what I want to do. I signed up for my interpersonal organization classes for the fall and hopefully I will enjoy it! I just need knowledge, commitment, and determination to study and do good on my last 2 Anatomy exams. Pray. Pray. Pray.